On this now

 First, on this now, let me remember the past and what I do not need to do. Smile at the thought what were my burdens already are past. And yet remember the ones I still gladly have. This small wonder, as a hummingbird is at the flower. Pick up, receive the day as it rolls and hearts to heads and back again taking the blessing for what it is. 

Of my past burdens, which now are yours, can I say now how sorry I am for all the work that did not get done?  And what good would that do but ease my conscience? It would tell you, yes I know the sack of woe you now have. And yet today, finally perhaps I see another process at play and my need to offer my apologies fades like night when the light of a new day breaks. 

Of my past burdens, which before me were someone else’s. That is they were your burdens, you can have them back now.  And I do appreciate you letting me borrow them for a while.  I have learned so much, and I do hope I was able to share what I learned with you. It may have been lost in the whorl of what.  There was so much going on.  I know I was busy.  As to the usefulness of it, I do understand that it seemed useful to me, but not to the organization.  And therefore back to the organization go the burdens that I carried.